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Thankful for everything. Finally, one of my wishes came true today and I really thank God for always leading me to the right path. :)

It All Started with Pancake

Geez, who would have thought that i have the talent for cooking?
I took a day off at work just to rest for a day.
A rest day I took became a cooking lesson day for me and it was really fun :)

It all started with a request, my daughter wanted a pancake and so i tried cooking and it was really a success! :)

And then... my husband wanted me to cook for him, it's a first for me, thank you youtube for this, another success :D

Realization for today, i want to continue learning to cook. It's such a wonderful feeling preparing food for your loved ones... :) 

I wish to have you soon baby :) 

Very very cool! (by Beats)

Happy Halloween everyone...

Blabbering...

I never have expected that I would cry today.
It's just too painful that I was still hoping that somehow, someone would have a heart and be sensitive enough for the last time, but I was wrong, again. I never thought that inspite of how you have treated someone so well, at the end, you will be just a  'piece of shit" to them.
I was expecting for a silence, atleast somehow until everything has mellowed down, until everyone is emotionally settled but I guess, I should learn that someone who have disrespected, lied to me and never considered my feelings will not change no matter what.

I would like to bury everything tonight, that I will not allow myself to be hurt again. I wish that This will be the last time that I will cry over you. 

If we really want something we always find ways to make it happen.

I am glad that I am in a relationship right now who makes everything possible just to have a communication in anyway possible. Specially that we are apart, it is very important that we always talk and comfort each other from being apart. It is mostly needed now that we always converse because of the bad situation we're in. Financially disabled and exhausted all our efforts just to pass through our need for money. Despite of all these, we managed to talk everyday using everything and anything that we could use.

For the past months we were able to survive using:

Skype - for Videocall
Yahoo Messenger - for Chat and Photo sending
E-Buddy - for back up whenever YM malfunctions
Facebook weChat - back up for Skype
Hypercat - Free Call when i'm out of the house
Viber - back up for Hypercat
Text Me - for Free text
Chikka - For Free text if i'm not registered to net
Vonage - for Free Call
Nimbuzz - back up for YM and E-Buddy


It is always important to have back up to ensure the continuity of our conversation :) that's how we made it. Hopefully we can be together sooon.


- apparently, this did not work. I just edited some portion and it posted at the top. 

A Roller Coaster Ride

Wow! the last couple of months and years have been so unpredictable! My emotions change from time to time, from love to anger to hatred! I never actually thought that i'll survive this, well i am trying to survive, still.
I am just glad that everything has been answered, though this is not the answer that I wanted.
I trully believe that everything happens for a reason. Lord has always been leading me to the right path.

Trying to survive each day at a time...